How I gained 1 kg in 3 days?

I'm a hard gainer in the issue of weight. Sometimes I felt so pity with myself as I'm too thin but sometimes I do feel happy and proud with my body since I don't have to follow on a cruel diet schedule to be this skinny. Hehe. Well that's normal for human I think, always being ungrateful for what they have while keep hoping for what they don't have. Right?

But I really gained 1 kg last week without that much effort. Hihi. Maybe some of you might think gaining 1 kg is 'too kacang'. But for me: How amazing!!!! So how did i actually gained that extra kilo? The answer is,

A great escape :)

Now I'm back to my normal life and I lost that 1 kg back. Dem.

Bring back the old me

I'm quite worried with myself lately. For this 8 months, I have been working with guys, eating wih guys, meeting with guys, talking with guys, laughing with guys, smoking with guys (eh tak, teman je) and most of the things I did are with guys. I can't escape from all this as this is part of the nature of my job. I'm not worried about having scandal or stuff. No, that will not happen because I'm a good girl, you see. I know my limit and my barrier plus I already have a garang tapi baik punya boyfriend. Hihi~ ;)

So what makes you worry much Omay? Well it's actually my language. Yes, language. Bahasa. Bahasa jiwa bangsa. Lately, I tend to use harsh language, harsh words in my daily conversation. My closed friend noticed this and awoke me from being dragged further.  I am not choosing it nor doing it in purpose, but they still came out from my mouth eventually. I guess this is the effect of mingling too much with men but I'm not accusing them for all this. It's actually on me. I have to stop being too adaptive with surrounding kot? As an advice to myself and to all the girls out there, try to minimize the usage of that harsh words. It's not sweet for us to converse in such manner. Let men be in their way, but us remain sweet as we always do. Be it in text message, email, twitter or facebook, try to behave, ok? 

I am very lucky because I have many girlfriends and all my siblings are girls. Whenever I meet them, I can re-energize back all the girly charges in me. Hehe. So pardon me for being extra gedik in my post sometimes as I am in the mode of stabilizing myself out and to bring back the old me. The lembik - ayu Miss Omay. Haha~

Again, Bahasa Jiwa Bangsa. Have a good weekend dearies!

high and tide

As the waves broke on the shores,
I woke up early like a career mother,
As my heart rides to travel in darkness,
I drove in passion like a boat speeder.

neither a photographer nor a forklift driver.

so who am i?

 i am SUPER-AWEK!

oh may, oh man!

I am Omay. Physically, I'm not tough. I don't play sport, so I guess I'm not that fit. I'm thin. Very thin. I'm not fierce. I'm not loud. I don't have male siblings. I studied at Convent for 6 years.  All in all, I think I can classify myself as 'LEMBIK'. Hehe~

So, can you imagine this LEMBIK girl working in a remote area, at a gas terminal that is congested with guys, horrible roads and  trailers? Yes, there are 79 guys working there and she's the only lady. Sounds scary? Nope, I think that's hot! =) But you know what, working with guys isn't that hard actually:

1. You will feel very special as you are the only rose among the thorns.

2. They will definitely treat you well.

3. Working with guys is way more relaxing than working with ladies. Seriously!

4. Surely less dramas at the workplace.

5. They will respect you more. The best!

It's just that, one thing about guys that you can't avoid is.. their dirty jokes. Have to bear with it. Oh, man.....

Back to the topic, besides the facts of working with all-men, what I'm trying to potray here is that, you will never know your strength until you are tested by Him. Belum cuba belum tahu. Just be positive as much as you can and enjoy the flow. That's what I learnt most about life. So always be strong ladies!

lapar. si kurus mahu supper!

OMAY and her noob ACCIDENT

Pada suatu pagi Jumaat di bulan Ramadhan yang indah, seorang wanita bekerjaya menghidupkan enjin Personanya. Damn, bosan gila cerita. Ok, cerita betul dia macam ni:

Aku on the way nak pergi office. Ada lah dalam 2-3 minit lagi nak sampai, tiba-tiba..... Ada sebuah lori dtg dari arah hadapan, yg mana jalan tu hanyalah 1 lane.. Kancil depan aku, breeekkkkk!!! Aku pon dgn cemasnya breeekkkk!!! Lepas aku brek tu ada macam bunyi pelik ala-ala geseran.. Jantung aku berdegup kencang! Darah aku dipam dengan menggunakan pressure yang sangat tinggi. Aku ingatkan aku sudah langgar kereta depan, rupanya tidak. Kereta depan ok, jadi aku assume aku langgar batu/ lubang besar kat tengah jalan tadi. Tapi aku lupa, ada sebuah kereta lagi kat blkg, bila aku tgk kereta tu, driver dia pon macam rileeeekk jee.. Maknanya tak de pape la tu.. Tapi hatiku tak sedap.. Dan setelah sampai office, aku menunjukkan skill reverse parking aku yang makin lama aku rasa makin bagus. Selepas itu, tanpa berlengah aku tengok bumper depan, ok. Aku tengok bumper belakang.. SHHHIIITTT!! (aku cakap dlm hati la)

Bumper belakang telah diperkosa. Sudah lari dari bracket. Ada pecah-pecah sedikit. Aku telah dilanggar lari.. SHIITT sekali lagi. (juga dalam hati).. Terus telefon Mr Boyfriend.. (Standard la kalau awek-awek accident ni, mesti call pakwe punyer lah.. Bajet manja la tu) Lepas call boyfriend, dok sorang-sorang dalam office nanges-nanges sikit. Tapi sikit jer la, tak leh banyakk, tempat aku lelaki semua, aku perlu tunjuk tough depan depa semua tu.. Iron lady mesti kuat (walau kurus)!

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note to self:

1. baca doa naik kenderaan, haritu seriously lupa
2. jangan bukak radio kuat, haritu terbukak radio kuat
3. jaga jarak antara kereta
4. even rasa terlanggar batu pon, sila turun dari kereta secepat mungkin, check la. noob!
5. alert dengan persekitaran


FRIENDS, pandu cermat jiwa selamat, langgar lari dapat balasan di akhirat. Assalamualaikum!

wasn't a mistake

For any decision that we made, 

for any path that we took, 

for any chance that we grabbed.

as long as it is legal, and always hold the blessings of our families and friends,

it will remain right and definitely wasn't a mistake.

i move forward without regret, took a step back, and I'm glad for what i have now. 

I don't look at what I have achieved, I look at what I have been through to stand at this point.

And you know what, I think I am stronger than yesterday. Totally.

=)

pay slip

abah told me just now.
he had just received his last pay slip.
he will turn 56 in the middle of next month.
GOD.


a big question mark here.


when will i receive my first pay slip?

sudah temuduga

alhamdulillah.. pada jam 10.08 minit, proses temuduga berakhir. legaaaaa. semoga saya dimurahkan rezki dengan pekerjaan ini. aminnnnn~

tapi yang paling kelakar skali time temu duga tu ialah kena berlakon jadik polis. ada kes ilang anak di kampung. haha~ saya mmg tergelak sebentar lepas dapat kad role play tu. tapi smalam saya dah gelak besar kat kawan saya, sbb dia pun dapat role play jadik polis jugak.

siyes lawak.

sbbnya, saya punya la redy nak jadik plant manager. kunun nye la kan. siap tanya engineer kat tempat intern dlu psl role plant manager bagai. skali dapat polis da. amik engkau.manala aku tau sangat camne nak handle kes, tapi layan jer la. haha~

ok. terima kasih mak sbb wish gudluck pagi2. terima kasih saudara mara yg lain sbb wish gudluck before2 ni. terima kasih pak long sbb belanja lunch lepas abes temu duga. terima kasih Mr Boyriend sebab tolon hantarkan ke tempat temuduga, siap tuggu sampai saya abes kot (2 jam). baik betul la kamu. =)

terima kasih juga kepada sahabat2 saya yg kasik tips, kasik semangat, kasik milo untuk brekfast, yg teman pilih kasut temu duga dan sebagainya.

ucapan panjang macam menang award. haha.

dan kepada kawan2 yg belum SI, good luck ok!!!



nasib baik la boleh bgn pagi tadi. dah lame kot tak bgn awal.

GOOD LUCK

esok saya ada interview.8 am. great!

sekarang dah pukul 11.10 pm.

masih wat revision. masih prepare. masih belum 100% ready.

tapi, saya akan buat yg terhabes baik. insyaallah.

permudahkanlah segala urusanku ya Allah~



GOOD LUCK SITI HUMAIRAH!!!!