now i realized that the world is a bit dull when you don't have any constraints in life.
all i have for now are just variables.
nothing to restrict you. nothing to make you feel tense.
nothing to make you nervous. nothing to be set as a mission for today.
so, what should i do now?
i know that i will be very busy for this coming weekend. hectic hectic hectic!
so-so many things to be done for my future.
but for these weekdays, should i feel this way or shouldn't i?
am i allowed to feel bored at the moment?
or is it just an emotion-trap?